I don't know how to be single.

I'm by no means bragging. I just don't know how.

How does a girl who meet guys without doing the pathetic waiting at a bar-sort-of-thing meet a decent guy? I'm at a loss. I thought Brian and I were back together, but since we don't run into many people that need an introduction it was a shock to know that I'm referred to as a roommate and not a girlfriend. A big shock indeed.

I didn't think it should be any big secret to the world, my status with him. A couple months ago I was talking to one of the DJs at WXCI and I was going to go down and read the news. While I was on the road, Brian got online and was talking to him. The DJ was trying to find out what Brian was to me and was asking if we were together and Brian wouldn't give him an answer. It's a simple yes or no question. Was I up for the taking or not? Brian was trying to tell me it wasn't the DJ's business...but when it comes down to it...it was. Who knows? Maybe if he had been up front I would be seeing this DJ now.

I think I need a guy who knows what they want.